Happy Place
In a real happy place. I sure hope that as you're reading this that you also can say you're in a very good happy place right now in life. .
If not, then figure out what you need to change. There are many circumstances in your life you can't can change but find the ones that you can control.
in the past I have moved from one state to another to change my environment because of things being so miserable. several times I have put in my notice and switch jobs or rather employers because of the stress and it wasn't worth it no matter how much they are paying me. These lessons I learned in life have been wonderful to learn early on so I'm not set in a rut or living stuck.
Do your best to live liberated in free and in control. define and be in your happy place.